You can’t live in two places at the same time. As much as it’s good to have a vision for the future, it isn’t wise to live it out before its time. You have to be present. You’ll get there soon enough. But there is value in being in the moment.
Sometimes people dream so much that they don’t live in the present. The ironic part is that in order to live in the life you dream, you have to be present. There are a lot of steps you have to complete to acquire the end-result.
So relax, you’ll get there. Being able to let the future go (and become what it will) will allow you to have a more fulfilling present.